All those good intentions I have? Screw ’em.
The still packed boxes from my move two and a half months ago? Forget about them.
The laundry that needs to be washed? The dishes that need to be put away? The groceries that need to be purchased? Nope, nope, and nope. I don’t want to deal with it. Any of it.
I also don’t want to deal with the fact that I’ve been doing a crappy job of caring for my physical well-being. There, I said it, but I’m just not in the mood to deal with it. Stupid, I know. But true.
My mental well-being, on the other hand, has been pretty good, thanks in large part to the fact that I’m just finishing a week off of work, part of which I spent with my son exploring our beautiful state. Still, there is a little too much chaos around me in my home for me to really feel settled. I don’t like having lots of stuff around, which is ironic, because I have lots of stuff.
Here’s what I SHOULD do.
1. Wash and put away all laundry.
2. Empty the dishwasher.
3. Fill at least two boxes with donations (clothes that don’t get worn, those curtains I’m never going to hang from two houses ago, that set of knives I’ve never opened, those ugly picture frames I’ve somehow accumulated, they all need to go).
4. Get that additional storage cube thingie and build it so I can fit my stuff into my studio appropriately.
5. Unpack the last few boxes.
6. Take the dog for a nice long walk.
7. Work on revising my manuscript.
I know that if I did those things I would feel more settled and accomplished, and less at odds with my environment. I have no desire to do any of it, though. Here’s what I really feel like doing instead.
1. Spending the day in my pajamas.
2. Playing Candy Crush and Pet Rescue Saga.
3. Reading ( This week I read Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children by Ransom Riggs and Butter by Erin Jade Lange. Now I’m reading Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher. Yes, they are all Young Adult novels. I don’t care.).
4. Creating a menu of delicious meals that a) someone else should cook, and b) are sinfully unhealthful.
5. Baking (and then eating) something extraordinarily decadent.
6. Pinning all sorts of cool stuff on Pinterest.
7. Sewing with some of the great new fabric I added to my stash during my road trip.
8. Hanging out with my sweetheart, maybe catching a movie on tv (pajamas, remember?).
9. Loving on my doggy.
10. Stalking all my facebook friends. Nah, not really. I comment on their stuff a lot.
The reality of the situation is that I’ll more than likely do things from both lists. After all, it is the last day of my vacation, so I want to enjoy it, but stuff needs to get done, so I might as well suck it up and do it. I still have all day stretched in front of me, so why not?
October 12, 2014 at 10:04 am
I wish I couls stay in my PJ, reading books while eating a giant bucket of ice cream… wow that would be great… why this mean reality is always different fromour dreams?…. probably a plot :o)
October 12, 2014 at 10:10 am
Mmmm, ice cream. 😀
October 12, 2014 at 4:20 pm
Things you should NEVER APOLOGISE FOR!– 1) reading YA novels. 2) spending the day in your PJs. 3) Hanging out with your sweetheart.
October 12, 2014 at 4:50 pm
You’re absolutely right! I did eventually shower and dress, but I also hung out with my honey watching a movie he LOVES and I tolerate (Vegas Vacation). It’s actually turned into a fairly productive day after all, other than that. Thanks for the comment. 🙂
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