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2020, Take Four

I want to write the most epic New Year post in the history of New Year posts, but I know that won’t happen.

How do I know? Because this is the fourth attempt I’m making. The words keep coming out all wrong, so I keep hitting the delete key. Maybe my perfectionist leanings are showing themselves. I need to just roll with it. Maybe that should be my mantra for 2020… roll with it.

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I think I’ll end with that thought… roll with it. I’m going to try this out for a bit and see how it goes as a life philosophy. I’ll get back to you with my findings, maybe.

Meanwhile I hope you have a fantastic 2020. May you be healthy, happy, and whole.

 

 


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Bathroom Beautiful

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Finally.

I have a lovely new bathroom and I’m so pleased. Is it perfect? No. Is it infinitely nicer than it was? Absolutely.

I need to stop seeing the tiny little flaws and focus on the overall success of the project.

Why does human nature do that do us? Ninety-nine things go right and we fixate on the one that doesn’t. Ninety-nine wins, and one loss. Ninety-nine compliments. and one complaint. Ninety-nine hits. and one miss. Ninety-nine receptions, and one turnover. Ninety-nine on time departures, and one delay. You get the idea.

Sometimes even one miss is too many, but most of the time failure isn’t terminal. And who defines failure, anyway? Most of the time there’s no clear line between success and failure. Shades of grey abound in the world, but we often fail to notice them. Small victories, small steps in the right directions… these are valuable even if they aren’t earth-shaking.

My bathroom remodel has accomplished several goals, first of which was providing a usable shower space. That goal has been stunningly accomplished. I also have a beautiful new bathtub, with a sweet little chandelier above it. I’ve always dreamed of having that.

I’m happy with the project. I’m happy that I live a life where events like a bathroom remodel are considered an inconvenience. I’m reminded that there are people who don’t have plumbing or clean water. I’m so fortunate, and standing under the warm gentle spray of the shower head reminds me of that every morning.

 


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Another Day, Another Flight

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So the last flight went ok. Better than ok, actually. I got on in plenty of time to secure a seat I wanted, I didn’t need the seatbelt extender (yay!) and everything proceeded smoothly. I’m hoping that today things go just as well. See you at the landing gate.